June 2012
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“To urinate in a Pringles can is cowardly, but to shit into a cannon, that is...”
– David Bumverils
May 2012
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In my mind, the only way I’m in control is if I’m out of control.
I know exactly what I’m doing.
I’m doing everything that I told myself I’d never do. I’m doing everything I can to forget what happened. Maybe if I just drink a little more, take one more pill, take one more hit, cut a little deeper, scream a little louder, cry a little harder I’ll wake up...
On nights like these I just need someone to hold my hand and tell me “everything is going to be okay”.
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WHAT IS IT WITH BRITISH MEN AND THEIR IMPOSSIBLE CHEEKBONES?!?!?!
…I just can’t handle it.
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We lay down, and the pain let up.
We embraced, and the pain let go:
No...”
– “[We lay down and the pain let up]” by Vera Pavlova, in If There is Something to Desire (via growing-orbits)
3:02 AM
floating somewhere between mania and crashing.
Moving Forward
I’ve been adjusting to my new diet and exercise routine pretty well. I’ve been working out for at least an hour a day for over a week now. I haven’t stepped on a scale yet, but my clothes aren’t so tight and I feel like I’m gaining strength and flexibility.The most interesting part of this whole process is I’m finding eating less and choosing more healthy...
“God, you’re like the stereotypical tumblr girl. You whine about how much...”
– RaeRae and Josh-y-poops
Starting Over
At dinner the other night I was discussing my recent imprisonment in Norman Regional with a dear friend. By the end of that conversation the emotions and thoughts about the experience that had been floating around in my head became concrete: I’m going to use this experience as a platform for building a new life; I’m going to build the life I want to live, not the one that my problems...
